30-year-old Buddhist operator, confused about the future

Source: Know Nothing

Author: AlexSpaceX

Alas, I just turned 30, and I have been working on my own for 3 years. Now every day I just wait for orders and I don’t feel motivated to do anything.
I am ashamed to say that I have been working alone for three years, and I earn less than 50,000 US dollars a month. Now I have lost my passion and don’t envy big sellers. I sit in the office every day and browse forums and Bilibili.

I started working alone in 2018, and I was very busy every day, optimizing Li Siting and analyzing data. In half a year, I created a small hit product, which can steadily produce 20 orders. We are a niche product, and I am very satisfied with this result. In 2019, the product category was sold well, and we withdrew in time.
However, I couldn’t operate my account anymore in 2019 because I was short of money!
There were conflicts and constant quarrels at home, so I went out to work for a year.
I made a small profit in 2020 due to the pandemic, but I am confused again this year. I don't know what to do every day. When I get to the office, I just deal with negative reviews and ship goods. The rest of the time I am in a daze, watching TV series, and sleeping.
Amazon now has dozens of orders a day, and there are signs of regression, and the internal circulation is getting more and more serious. ε=(´ο｀*))) Alas

I actually have a great sense of crisis in my heart. I opened a domestic e-commerce business this year, but I don’t have the energy to operate it well. I just ship goods once an order is placed.
I live in Hangzhou, I am married and have 2 kids. The income from Amazon is enough for me to support my family. We never make fake orders, but we are also worried that the platform will go crazy one day.
I'm used to doing nothing every day, now I don't want to do anything, I just want to lie down.

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